Everything in the universe has rhythm.
Everything dances.

~ Maya Angelou

God give me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

How I wish I am smarter, prettier, slimmer, taller, more flexible, able to dance better, do nice fan shens, understand chemistry, write good english and humanities essays and score As. But anyhow, I love the way God created me to be. :)

Miss Lim said, 'You girls are too stressed to the extent that you can't seem to care anymore'. I agree.

Is life unfair or is life unfair?
Hasn’t anyone told you? Life isn’t fair.

I studied for Biology and SS, tried to cram the eye, hormones, nervous system, saddam hussein and terrorism into my not-so-good brain, hoping to make up for my previous failures. Yet my body chose to die on me of all days. It is really quite a big deal because I don't fall sick easily. And when I fall sick, it's terrible. I hate missing school, I hate missing classes. I don't know, but I'll just feel insecure.

I don't like how the world works, with bootlickers and hypocrites all around.

I'm not okay, really. Feeling so sick and medicated. Well, I only have myself to blame. For not sleeping, for being stupid. Not like I have a choice right. Who doesn't want to be smart?

There are times when I hope a car comes and knock me down, and that I'll just die immediately. But I told myself I can't afford to, I still have a long way to go and there are people around who care. They really do.

Yes, it was nice to be alone, not to have to smile and look pleased; a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape.

When the world says give up, hope whispers try it one more time. If it rains on my parade, I'll just dance on it :)

When I grow up I wanna look back and know I did all the wrong things for the right reasons. Yeah, it not always doing things right, but doing the right things. I learnt that from Project Super Achievers! And yes, it was AWESOME. Why? Cos the coaches are from High Achievers. Same as the St John's Island camp. Those coaches are just different. Like, they teach from their hearts. And somehow you can feel that they really care for you. :) Pretty cool huh?

No more dozing off in class! But if we do, we shall do the BRRRRRRRRRR/taiji energizer thing :)


Anyway, I heard two comments about me on thursday.
1) You look notorious.
2) You look nice, friendly, quiet and graceful. (!!!)
AHAHAHA. I choose to believe the latter. Cos the first one is a biased source and it is only the view of 1 person, whereas the second one is the view of 2 people, and it is reliable! :D


Actually my purpose of blogging is to announce that my blog is gonna go into hibernation and I shall update it when I feel like it and when I have the time. (and apparently I won't have) So yeah.



I love my crazy goofy weird lame insane fun friends! <3



Goodbye!

Top O—Level student comes from CHIJ St Nicholas (!!!)

Yellow badge's results are freakyyyyy. Way toooo goooooood.
Man, gotta study super super super hard. One year later when I receive my results, it shall be tears of joyyyyy. And thank God for my unexpected result. Though its not that awesome, but really really thank God. (I thought I was gonna fail)

I shall be buried in books